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Hiya everyone!

Instead of giving you a long introduction into my daily life and previous blogging actions through lesser channels, I'm just going to tell you about last night.

Ever had a dream that predicted the future? I did yesterday night. It sure freaked me out.
Short explenation so you'll understand: my boyfriend broke up with me like a year and a half ago for his new sweetheart in Austria. The relative disctance between here and there would make a girl consider herself to be safe from coincidental encounters... Guess again.

It so happens that I met one of his friends last fall. I had always liked the guy and he wondered how I was doing too. He got my e-mailaddress from a friend of his I knew back then as well. We granted each other a position on our MSN-list.

It was only much later on that we acted on our intention to meet again: the beginning of this summer. So I went to the movies with him and some others of my ex's friend group, which I now like to call my own as well (the group, not the guy).

They're really open, friendly and considerate people. Yesterday was like the fourth time I saw them... And then happened what I guess is obvious to you by now... And what, funnily enough, I once thought might happen some day but didn't really take seriously... He was there, visiting his homeland and keen to see his old friends.

Apparantly they all knew, except for him and me. And in some whim of sadism or whatever is was, they decided it would be fun not to tell us in advance. Luckily they told me like a minute before we actually saw each other and thus prevented me from fainting or something similar.

So, the freaky thing is, I dremt of him that night. It wasn't exactly a pleasant dream. That's all I remember. But nevertheless, he was in it. Our eyes met, we talked like civilized persons and I didn't feel an ounce of regret or sorrow. Victory!
Things got really weird when he shared that he had dremt of me too that night. Was it like some kind of predictive or warning telepathy? I guess if your friends aren't going to do it, your dreams might as well. Just to keep you from having a heart attack.

Anyway, we had lots of fun, all of us. We danced and sung at this thing the city of Antwerp organizes annually, called 'Antwerp squeels' Oh, I mean 'sings'. Does this mean I'm completely over him? Must be.

I often think about what it must be like to have someone new. But I can say for now I'm happy just being on my own. Noone telling me what to wear or how to act and the ability to do pretty much whatever I wanna do whenever I want to. Of course maybe a 'good' relationship would be one where you didn't feel controlled or limited. It sure sounds good and is worth waiting for. But all that really matters - to me - is that right now I'm having fun. My social life is finally picking up and I love it. I just hope that what has been built up now won't vanish again.